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Thursday, September 13, 2007

^Can I freeze Time?^

"Time is what you make of it" K often quotes that to me when I'm supper stressed and feel like I'm racing against time to accomplish all I've got to do.

"It's just bad timing." I often hear this in relationship woes.

"It's amazing how time flies!" I totally believe in this. Especially when I'm in my 5th week in school and terribly lagging in work.

But you know my saddest relationship with Time ... is when it takes my closest ones away from me.

It's sad how the lack of time or bad timing can result in so little quality conversations shared and special outings planned. It's sad how with time, I feel me slipping away from you yet, drawn ever closer. For me, it's true that absence makes the heart grow fonder.

I've been so caught up with my race against time and my war in NUS that I've lost myself somewhere, somehow. To K, to my kids, to my family, I've changed.

Where is the girl that used to skip lectures and not finish tutorials so carefreely? Where is the babe who didn't care much for grades and only that the people around her were happy? Where is the girl who used to release her pent up frustrations through long tiresome complaints? Where has all her storybooks, movie-watching and drama serials gone? Where has She gone?

The nights are the loneliest. The cold ones, even worse.

|*t@tty snoozed off @ 1:31 am*|

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