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Monday, January 14, 2008

^2008^

So, it's the start of the New Year and another school term. My last school term to be exact. I am feeling loads of stuff at the moment and decided it might be good to pen them down. Maybe I might just be able to sort out my thoughts in the process ...

For the last few weeks, I've been battling the cough/flu illness and a basket of emotions. I did finally managed to get a good night sleep last night after more than a month of short restless sleeps with much on the mind (and throat). I believe K forcing me to switch my phone to silent mode is an utterly brilliant idea. However, sadly, I have once again lost my sense of taste today morning.

Regarding what I did succeed in destroying, I just want You to trust that while I am trying to be as honest as I can, I really did do what was best for us. I know my reason sounds like crap and even I have trouble believing in it. Thank you for trying to understand. I still feel the same about you. For the past few days I've not been alone and it's been easy to hide behind company. Last night, when all was quiet and finally I was with myself, I told a friend how I truly felt and only then could I fall.

나는 유감스럽다

On a less emotional topic, I'm starting my last school term with a crashed com and being one technical elective short. Will be trying to appeal for it and if I don't succeed, well, I'll just have to join the next graduating batch then. :S scary... Modules for this semester:

FNA1002X Financial Accounting
BSP1004A LegalEnvironmental of Business Law
ME4101A Bachelor of Engineering Dissertation (aka FYP)

and hopefully ME4261 Tool Engineering

My FYP is quite stuck at the moment. My JC student helping me during the holidays managed to get some progress with the questionaires but even those are pretty slow going with only 1 respondent at the moment. My scans are not moving as TTSH is slow in replying and the software has not yet arrived in NUS. Which means I am only left with 1 thing to do, visit the software company to get some learning experience first. At least my Prof has pushed back the deadline for the interim report for me. *sigh*

And I still owe BINGO a 4000 word report and the accounts.

So, 2008 will be a very exciting year for me considering how it has started. I will be graduating come July and just maybe, I'll find myself working in the exotic Middle East. That would be interesting ya? Realistically, I'll be glad just to get a decent job that I enjoy. My new year's resolution is simple: self-development. Hence the choice of modules and my plan for the year. I have dropped all my teaching assignments to leave time for myself. I intend to take up yogilates classes with K at PSA Club, relearn my drumming for PhoenixFest, join as many dances as I can, choreo for Uncensored, hmmm....it does seem I will have a very busy 2008.

Oh oh! And my sister is finally GETTING MARRIED!!!!! I get to be a bridesmaid!!!! And as a dutiful bridesmaid, I really need to convince her that more than 1 dress is needed for a wedding day man..

|*t@tty snoozed off @ 1:28 pm*|

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